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dy Become volunteer is something dat I always want to do but just dat i can’t able to find the proper source of it. Time flies for years and ended up, I get a msg from someone dat can get me into it. I’m attending The Asia Pacific Internationatinal Honesty Enterprise - Keris Award to be helper. This event last for one day on Saturday. This is the first time I’m attending such a grand event and the feeling is really different. Is so amazing in the sense. Sounds like "Katak Bawah Tempurung" haha… Is really a good experience to me… but my leg pain terribly… huhu… Standing for the whole day. At there, I saw one lady and she’s one of the winner. She’s really look so pretty, arrogant, nice, and awesome… How I wish I can be like her one day… Haha!!! let me day dreaming first (*_*) hehe… There’s happy and sad things happen there… but no matter how… at last… is a good experience thou. (",)

P/s: Thanks Yen Yoon for giving me this chances… You teach me a lot and make me understand a lot. To "someone’, thanks for your encouragement.

One fine day, I went shopping with my sister. When we reach the entrance of the Giant supermarket, we saw a little boy age 2 standing there seem so blur. At that moment, my sister and I thought that the kid has lost his mummy. So, we just try to figure out wat to do. The kids run to me and ask me " where am I going? ". He keep repeating the same word although i ask him so many time " where is your mummy? ". After a while only I notice, his mummy is one of the sales person there and looking at the kid action all the while. We are just like ^_^"" … really swt that time. He then pull us to his table where got toys there and we both sister ended up playing with the kids as he just don let us go. Wat a funny day… However, the kids is really adorable thou BUT… very naughty loh… ("be tahan" him)…

Wat is the nature of truth?

… How to measure it? …

Wat is the nature of trust?

… How to knew it? …

Wat is the safest place?

… How to sense it? …

Life seems to be unpredictable, but why?

What is happiness?

What is success?

What is suffering?

What is life really for?

Things come and go each and every moment.

Can we stop the things from changing?

How much each and everyone accept the nature of life ………………………………………….

    Outing to Alokarama take me lots of courage. I can’t find anyone to accompany as lots of them are going back home this weekend. No matter how, I landed at Alokarama land on 11 Jan thanks to K2. Things just become much better when i met Sis Ju Vian, Sis Valerie, Bro Chen How, and Bro Purna. Somehow, i’m glad to meet them there. They are really kind, friendly and nice person.

    The environment at Alokarama is really amazing. The place is so peaceful and wonderful. The air is so fresh and I feel so close to the green environment. One word able to describe it, dat is "wow". I met Sister Sumangala on the day it is and something amazing happen. I realize the smile and peacefulness on her face. She teach me a lot and I believe her teaching will always stay in my heart now and forever. The next morning, I met Bhante and his talk inspire me a lot. I still remember that Bhante did ask who wish to become monk and nun; at that moment something flash over to my mind and… haha… gotcha!!!

     On the last day, something more funny happen. There’s few group of people there and there’s one group call green thumb. After our morning talk, i just dissapear from the dining hall and stay with the green thumb groups. There’s one uncle there and I began to ask lots of questions esp on herbs and sickness. When he began to look on my palm, that how all began and I feel omg… is just like "suan ming" and… ended i take few prescription from him about some sickness. He just keep repeating "I did tell u all abt this" and, I keep on explaining "I’m from youth group not green thumb" and he’ll say "Nvm" and the things cont on and on. haha… This is the first time i saw a stupa and able to step on it’s land. The feeling is so amazing that i can’t able to describe with words. I still miss the place so much. On the day when we wanna leave Alokarama, I really want to walk up to the stupa again but… there are people doing renovation and the sun is burning.

     Thanks a lot for Ju Vian, Meng Hong and Chen How for always help me and wait for me as i’m always the most "turtle" one… To someone.. erm… thanks for giving me the opportunity to be there. I really appreciate the kindness and patient u have.

Sadhu .. Sadhu.. Sadhu